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I wrap my chest so tightly
Can't let anything show
Lower my head so slightly
Can't let anyone know

Can't let anything show
How could you think it a phase?
Lower my head so slightly
Feeling stuck in a maze

How could you think it a phase?
I feel so alone
Feeling stuck in a maze
This body is not my own

I feel so alone
I wrap my chest so tightly
This body is not my own
Lower my head so slightly

Transgender DiscriminationThere's a disease going around (or at least it seems like a disease) called "Pointless Hate". This disease is the damnation of the human existence.

Here in Jackson, Michigan I've learned there is no such thing as tolerance or love. The majority of the population in this speck of dust town considers itself christian, however, they are far from what Jesus would have wanted to see. Infact I do believe he'd be ashamed.

Spring Arbor college is located a few miles out of town; it's considered a christian college. Julie Marie Nemecek is a professor there. Everything seems normal about what I just wrote, but there is something else--Julie Marie Nem

TransgenderI am stuck in a body I do not want. I wish to change. I hate to look in the mirror everyday seeing a shape I was forced into.

I hate:

These breasts
This flat chest

This empty air between my legs
This unnecessary stick hanging down

This too long hair no matter what I do
This hair that always seems too short

These stupid skirts I want to burn
These too baggy jeans I'm forced into

Being a female
Being a male

I want to walk down the streets and feel free.
Feel at ease.
The way I'm supposed to be.

I want to feel normal.

Is that so wrong?

When I'm all alone - FTM poemWhen I'm home.
When mom and dad are busy.
When I feel alone.
Like nobody needs me.
I go into my room.
Lock the door.
Take off my clothes.
Throw them on the floor.
My body's disfigured.
A birth defect I say.
I have these "lumps".
I wish they'd just go away.
So on goes "the choker".
Now I can barely breathe.
Pressing against my rib cage.
The pain makes me want to scream.
On go the boxer-breifs.
They always ride up.
I run to my window.
Make sure the blinds are shut.
I look down in disgust
This is not what I want!
Sure, I like them on other girls
In fact, I like them alot!
But this is not for me.
All I want is to break fr

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If I ever woke up a man...this would be the first obvious statement I would make.

Followed by me running into the bathroom to try my hand at peeing standing up

.......and other things *cough*

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~AliceTheWondering Sep 4, 2010

lmao You are awesomesauce for making this! If this happened to me I'd be too happy.

~Ossia Sep 4, 2010 Professional Interface Designer

lol this doodle gets so much love, I should redraw it or make a group or something XD

~Virga Aug 22, 2010

I don't really know what I would do if I woke up with a vagina and a pair of boobs.
Propably testing them out, finding a mirror,
Running around naked seems sane in view of the circumstances.

*TakeNoShit Jun 13, 2010 Hobbyist Artist

lol lots of dirty comments XD if i woke up a man i would try to ride my bisycle to see what it was like *ghee* and then i probably would run naked to my friends and tell them..well..SHOW them more likely,and i would be so happy not to have beasts 8D

~Ossia Jun 13, 2010 Professional Interface Designer

ah hahahaha D Those two are going on my list of 'things to do when I get a penis'

Running Naked, can't believe I didn't think of that one...and the bike! Good lord it's so obvious...

~cAkEaNdJaM May 13, 2010 Hobbyist Digital Artist

_{If I woke up a man I would probably start crying tears of joy. XD
_{_{Then run off to masturbate.}}}

~Sardonicism Aug 19, 2010

god i know.

~Ossia May 13, 2010 Professional Interface Designer

Likewise

~cAkEaNdJaM May 13, 2010 Hobbyist Digital Artist

_{Fuckyeah. <3}

~einahpets-otmah Mar 20, 2010

i've also thought of those things too a lot of times haha

such a weird curiosity I have

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